A few weeks ago Jeremy's grave stone was put it. It looks really good. It makes me feel so much better that it is in place. Will post pictures soon. My one son will be going to kindergarden, he is really excited. My step-son will be in a special needs first grade. I will also be attending college again this fall.
So I have been thinking what really caused these birth defects in Jeremy? When I was pregnant with Jeremy I was on some medications. I really think this is what caused it. I have one healthy son who is 5. I was not on any medications when I was pregnant with him. I hope one day they find what causes these birth defects. That way more families will not have to suffer and lose a loved one.
Take care and thank you for reading my blog. This helps me deal with the loss of my son. To write it out. Because when you lose a child sometimes other people do not want to me reminded of it day after day. It makes them too sad. Well this is my life and this is how I cope.
To Jeremy in a month it will be 1 year. I can not believe it has already been this long. I hope one day to hold you again.