Recieved the autopsy report a few weeks ago

So its been a while sense I last posted. So this is what is new I called to find out about Jeremy's autopsy report and the doctors mailed it to me. I read it as soon as it came into the mail. It made me so sad and cry as I was reading it. It said in the report that he  had brown eyes also he had a hole in his heart and his liver was very big. It also had both birth defects CDH & AE/TEF. I had a friend who is a nurse read it to me so I could understand all of the medical terms.  We have gone and visited his grave. It at times feels not real. I am signing back up for school in the fall. Trying to get back in the swing of things. I miss you Jeremy.